Reality?

This past weekend I came to thinking, what is reality? Reality vs Dream? Are we awake or not? In observations I make and experiences that keep our going, is it our dreams that wake us every day to have us strive for a selffulling goal that not even yourself knows if it is possible to achieve this goal. Or are we just living in this dream of someone, at any minute the dream will be over and our universe as we know will be over?

So I was sitting in this chair last night, watching a football game on the television and all of a sudden I thought I was fast asleep. I thought I was dreaming. Was this realm in time really happening as reality or a dream. I did not understand what was going on and I was not sure if I could get out of my seat. My voice was paralized and my thoughts raced. It ended up like so many other times, a day dream. The whole time I was awake, I was dreaming of beings somewhere else, a beautiful mountain, on a lake, spending my time with some loved ones. The funny thing was, the people in this day dream I never met. I dont know who they are. I was in a room with people I known for years and all I did was day dream about this mountain top town with people I never knew. Was I channeling another moment in time. A time that in another moment was occuring, with my mind, my reality, my wholeness but I was sitting in this small room with people I knew for years, but distanced by this day dream.

Was this moment when I was day dreaming hours or just fractions of a second. I wasnt sure, the whole night I was drifting in and out of this day dream state. I was quite interesting, all this dreaming made me really drowsey. I had to get out of this room before I went insane. But in this midst of leaving, I found myself, not in a hurry to leave for the sake of leaving, but to leave so I could continue this dream. When I got up, I drove home and a few hours later went to bed. I was hopeing to finish this dream that keeps occuring. But the dream did not come back to me. That night I dreamt about eating lunch at this bar/resturaunt with people from work. The place we ate at was up in North Jeresy in this town were my company just complete water sampling. After eating, I found myself standing at the train station. The town were it took place has a bus station. The town however seemed to be 100 years earlier in time. A time were that I never studied or even heard of. As I was standing at this train station, trains came and trains left, but I just stood there. Like I was waiting for something or someone. What seemed like five hours waiting at the train station, I thought I was going to finally meet the person I was waiting for. However, my alarm woke me up.

It seems that each night I dream and in the climax of the story, I awake into what seems to be a flase reality. I awake in a state of confusion and unconsciousness. Is this dream real or is this reality false. To sit here in a place of unconsciousness, I type this though, I share this moment with only the figments around me, and I treasure the reality of dream. Does dream reality connect us to past lives or furture images. I like to believe that our dreams connect us with other moments in time. That there is not a time but a reality of a moment and when either day dreaming or REM dreaming, the dream reality connects with moments from past moments and furture moments. It holds peace and tranquility and lets the thought of humans extend past any capablity of a human. Those who can dream are the ones that can solve problems, can anser questions, and can find peace within themselves and share their dreams with others. It takes a dreamer to evolve into an alien on this mass we call earth.

The Start to my Blog

Welcome one and all to my blog,

This is my first posting to what I hope is a long serious of postings. It seems that everytime I start something like this I lose interest within a nanosecond. However, I am going to do my best to keep up on this blog. Since I am at work and this is my only computer I think I can keep up on whats inside this head of mine.

So these past couple of days, it seems that The Theory of Realitivity has crossed my path again. The first time, I was really into this subject I started attended all these lectures by scientists from NASA. Very interesting and intellegent people, I have to say. For you see, Einstein's Theory of Realitivity is challanged everyday by young ambishes scientist that want to prove Einstien wrong. They look at the magnetic field created by light particles and claim this magnetic field can be altered to force the light particles to move faster than the 186,000 miles per second. A study in Princeton claims that in a controlled atmosphere of cesium gas solution, they were able to make the particles move up to 300 times the speed of light for short periods of time and distance. This does not mean that humans will be able to make time machines, however, for the future of information trade, in tools such as fiber optics, it is getting closer to moving information faster from point A to point B. This is all fine and good, but what interests me most is the thought of anti-matter and dark matter.

The thought of exotic matters such as anit-mater and dark matter are theories that go beyond my comprehension, on the other hand, I like to believe I know what im talking about. It is believed that the key to time travel and breaking the speed of light is to consume an infinite amount of energy, more energy than anyone has ever known and harness that energy into a machine that will theorigically travel back in time. Pretty interesting, huh? The once thought impossible sound barrier was broken by Chuck Yeager (then a Major in the US Air Force, later a Brigadier General) was the first person to break the sound barrier in level flight on October 14, 1947, flying the experimental Bell X-1 at Mach 1 at an altitude of 45,000 feet in a rocket. What was once thought to be impossible was achieved in 1947, so why is the speed of light so interestingly hard to break. Einstein proclaims that to break the speed of light, one would need an infinate amount of energy because as you get closer to the speed of light, the more energy is needed to sustain the speed. That is were exotic matters come into play. It is my belief that if studies and discovers of new ways to gather exotic matter and convert this matter into useful energy than the speed of light will be broken. At that point, the object exceeding the speed of light will altimately travel back in time. It is just a matter of time before this happens.

Crazy to think about, but this is just a sample of this extrordinary subject. The Theory of Realitivity will be challanged again and again, but until enough energy is produced and technology exceeds the standards of space travel, the Theory of Realitivity stands for now.